“Words are worthless- apologies are meaning less, we as humans are all selfish- what you want is the holy grail to sip upon the liquids of the gods sweet as nectar, veil as poison- blinded by your own greed, by what you call my only . I call you a sad pathetic fool- the facade you masquerade to make those believe you are holy- to make those believe you are earthly, you are just like the rest consume by hollowness of society and the fantasy that you want to become reality. It’s not your worth when it easy- it’s not your worth if they come grieving, like a fascist idiot you only want what will benefit you- to seep in its glory. Forgetting that there is beauty in the simple things and that all your what you consider is worthy is what we outsiders see as ugly. That a diamond in the rough shines with it’s truth and the jewels attached to that of the holy grail is empty only to please the blinded eyes.”
The world revolves As you get older And the one thing That pops into your mind
Where am I ?
The ambitions you had the plans you made has faded through the time
A Career. Making money. A Family.
In the end. What was it, that really mattered?
You waited patiently For a someone to tell you it is alright,
the consent stress cause you to wonder this pressure cause you to become blind
you grew…. Embodying a lie you feed…..on what was given to you and you forgot what was really important to you
A life .
As she lies awake on the cold concrete floor, she realized she had lost. This little tortured soul, with each bruise and scars he leaves his mark Telling her that he has control, powerless she feels, as she lives day-by-day tangled in his chains.
As history repeats itself she finds herself falling back, Falling back into his game
Consumed by fear
She finds herself running back to him again
His presence keeps her confine Telling her that she is worthless without him by her side Reminding her that her beauty, her life, her existence Means nothing without him
She lies awake on the cold concrete once again, this feeling is all too familiar
she given up she can fight no more for this battle is done
As she get up To give her surrender She finds herself facing a mirror ‘
The reflection of her is all she sees As she turns her head to see Where he would be She turn back into the mirror Where she finds herself looking at him